Mumblings July 22, 2008Posted by pilibustero in Personal.
at times we get to be surprised by people and circumstance around us. most of the time, we are caught flat-footed and unprepared of these realities. while i am used to be away from them, the worries and due thinking of my family’s situation keep on bothering me. needless to say, my apparent close contact with my mother resounds their fine affirmation. but every time i end a call from her, i get this feeling of doubt and uncertainty of the real score. it keeps on flashing in my head, their subsistence, and health and all the basics there is. there is the guilt feeling that while i’m enjoying the comfort of a stable daily subsistence here, they may be in bad course. i’ve been thinking hard on the right move. so far, i can’t still figure out the next step. this remains in mumbling.