Now, I am affected. August 26, 2008Posted by pilibustero in Random Thoughts.
at the very least, I have proven that indeed it was a pure desire.
i though it was just mere sympathies for a weak and frail being. i reject the idea as a recurring innuendo, a passive feeling of frustration from a previously preempted relationship. my initial take of its actuality came after a constant contact, thru sms. at one point, i have to exert unlikely signals, and later dismiss them. and in the past months, it was all of petty conversations and conscious looks. it was only last weekend did everything sink into the brink of destruction. for some unholy moments that i saw before my eyes a pretty awkward scene. i don’t know but the uncomfortable thought of confusion ate my mind. i was simply caught in disbelief. it was only later that the remaining brunt fall on me after realizing that i was actually affected.