Excreting Money November 5, 2010Posted by pilibustero in Personal.
Tags: condition, diagnosis, money, sickness, unwell
Now, take that literally. A meal for 150 a day is nothing, but a medication at almost 200 per day is something else. That if you are currently lingering with some undiagnosed “could-be-what” condition. All that I know is that there’s blood excretion. But more than the money requirement, the stress that it brought is otherwise serious. Crying is too premature and suicide is exagerration. It is simply a bother at times where you’re already alone and have nothing to think about but yourself. Its mental torture, indeed.
For the past three days, there seemed to have some improvements inside. I guess its the medication. But the worry remains. So long as I haven’t underwent a major process (diagnostics), then the doubt remains. And despite some fun-filled and days at work or some intimate moments with B, I cant get away witht the thought. I should get that 5-digit test soonest.